Breathe In. And Out.

I honestly don't have the motivation to write here today. I don't know what it is.
Ok I do.
I'm grouchy.
I paid off my visa today with some of my savings. I have been saving for our wedding. However I have been informed that someone still has some growing up to do before we get married. (And it isn't me).
So in a very impulse move I paid off my visa out of my savings account because I was mad and figured I don't need it anyway.
And now I wish I hadn't.
I'm being extremely childish about that whole thing (on the inside, I told M I completely understand, because I do).
I've lost sight lately of my rose coloured glasses. I've been tired, I'm getting a cold, I'm not appreciating things as much. I need to take some deep breaths, breathe in all of the good vibes, breathe out all of the negativity.
In keeping with that here are ten things that make me happy right now:
1. Charlie our dachshund. He's hilarious, adorable and a total Mama's boy.
2. M started physio again today, we do have to pay out of pocket for it, which sucks, but it guarantees us being back into tertiary physio therapy in time for WCB's deadline. He had a great physio session and his knee feels a lot better.
3. It's warming up! We had a nice week of minus thirty and now it's warming up and supposed to be +5 by tomorrow!!
4. Tims drink - Large white hot chocolate with a chai tea bag. Best.thing.ever.
5. Getting geared up to do my spring cleaning. Yes I realize that it's January... But I LOVE spring cleaning because I'm OCD like that.
6. Funny sticky notes from my little sister that she drew when she visited me at work.
7. Yoga with two of my best friends tonight.
8. The smell of my dryer sheets out in the yard when I'm doing laundry. It makes our house seem like lavender vanilla naturally seeps out of it.
9. Valentines Day is coming! <3 The universal day to be gushy and lovey dovey.
10. Friends, family and everyone who cares for me, even when I act a little bit spoiled.

Everyone have a good week, slow down, breathe, enjoy life.

<3 Alex